Okay we’re burying Mom’s ashes tomorrow and I wrote a haiku about it
no no no no no
no no no no no no no
no no no no no
Everyone is going to be crying and sad and upset and I’m just going to be feeling awkward and uncomfortable and nooooooooo
Dad gets choked up and kind of teary and his voice goes all funny whenever he mentions it and I feel really awkward because I’m not experiencing the same thing
arrrgh
no no no no no tomorrow is really gonna suck